My Muse threw a rag doll at me.
Figuratively of course, but my mind can be a funny place sometimes.
There’s been a lot going on over the last few weeks. I’ve really been stretched to my breaking point more often than I’m comfortable with.
I’ve been feeling like the emotional equivalent of a kicked puppy, cowering in a corner.
And it killed my creativity.
I like using the term “Muse” to describe the creative right side of my brain that I have all sorts of fun with. I think any writer out there knows that creative side can take on something of a life of it’s own when you really get in the thick of things. Usually my Muse and I get along pretty well.
But it turns out that high levels of stress chase her about as far away as she could possibly go. Not good when members of the Survivor cast ask me what’s I have planned for the next round…
In a desperate attempt to lure the Muse back, I pulled out my copy of Holly Lisle’s Create A World Clinic. I sat down to do the first little exercise, hoping to generate a few ideas for NaNoWriMo. Last time I did the exercise, I got inspiration for Crafting the Badger’s Head, so my track record here is good.
My Muse opened a door, threw Laura Ingalls’ rag doll at me, then stuck out it’s tongue, blew a raspberry, and slammed the door again.
Somehow, I’m supposed to turn the rag doll into a story?
Actually, I’ve got a couple ideas already.
I did a couple other exercises in the book and got some more interesting elements. A glass ball like a marble, yet, bigger. A canyon of many colors, and a swatch of dark black, thick fur.
Even stranger was an emotion that came with the glass ball. I had a very vivid memory of a visit with my grandmother a year or so ago. She sat on the floor with my girls and she was showing my oldest some marbles. She mentioned the names of some marbles and I got a very strange vision at the time of my grandmother as a school-aged girl, sitting around with her young friends and piles of glassy marbles between them.
Thinking of my grandma being a girl some 80 years ago was a weird sad/happy nostalgic emotion.
Not sure how it’ll fit in to this story that I’m going to do for NaNoWriMo, yet, but at least I have an idea.
Now, time to caffeinated the Muse, who crept back in sometime during the night, bringing an offering of dialogue for the next Redwall Survivor chapter.